volleyball

volleyball has been a HUGE part of my life since I was in 8th grade. I love it, i forget about everything else when I'm playing. I not only love it but I'm also good at it, and know I can get far with it. But the Lord has a whole different plan for me. and I totally understand. So i know not playing volleyball at LBCC this season is the best choice for me. I feel guilty for leading the coaches in with me playing, but I really thought i was going to play this season. I was super excited. Until a coworker from a different department wanted me to work with her. she asked if i was looking for a promotion, and i said yes, and she said shell give it to me. Good and bad. Good cuz i get a promotion...bad cuz i can't do volleyball. Obviously work is more important than volleyball...so I chose work. now i'm kinda depressed but I know i'll get over it. anyways time to go bye

11:09pm

hello hello

it's kinda late so i'll make this a quickie! ;]

classes began about 2 weeks ago, so i've been going to school every wednesdsay. which reminds me, I need to read 2 chapters before tmrw's class but I don't have my book! i ordered it last week and it was supposed to arrive today! hopefully I get it tomorrow before class ugh

wendy is almost done moving! tomorrow she gets all her furniture and will start unpacking! yay i'm so excited! her bday is coming up too, gotta get her present! ahhh i have some ideas though. hopefully she likes em!

been playing vb the past couple wknds, and now I'm starting a league this Sunday night! so excited. went to open gym with one of my teammates and I think i did pretty well! still got it~

been really into blogs lately. they're fun to read and inspire me to continue writing. sometimes i feel like writing is a waste of time, but it helps me so much! it's good to say things i'm feeling out loud

anywho, i'm getting sleepy, goodnight!

FIRST DAY OF NOTHING!

ugh kinda annoyed right now. I was hoping to get a Bio class at 3:30pm today but it was full and I didn't get to add it :( so I go back to work and decide to try the class at 6:50pm! wow that was a huge mistake! I left work at 6pm, go to yoshinoya, which is like 4 min from elac. I get my food and get in my car at 6:33 and don't make it to the parking structure till 7Pm! so I think to myself, ok maybe I'll just be a few minutes late. BUT i don't find parking so i give up and head home at 7:20. so now I'm home class-less. I could try again next week. maybe some people dropped. or I could try the 7:15am class tmrw ughhh I really DO NOT want a super early class. I would be late to every class. So I might just try for a Thursday night class. or just go till next week. we'll see if I wake up tmrw morning! hehe

now I'm home bored. I had deactivated my facebook because I kept going to his page. but I just activated. and first thing I do was go to his page. NOTHING SPECIAL -__- of course.

anyways, I'm gna watch the girl with the dragon tattoo now. on my laptop cuz it doesn't work on my tv :( I still have one class tomorrow which I'm looking forward to :) it has to do with my major! yay! ok goodday.

new major: comparative literature with an emphasis on cultural studies!

yayyy can't wait to finish and graduate and gtfo of this time in my life! so over it.


good-day.

change of plans!

so i've been going crazy lately cuz I wasn't happy with my major! i was doing business management and that ish is intense! I've never been interested in businesses or their stock value stuff. It never interested mostly because I didn't understand it. And I don't want to understand because I don't feel like it's my thing. My brother and cousin are into that stuff but I'm not. so i dreaded going to class! I've been told all my life to do what I want, what I desire. But at the same time, I've been pushed and forced toward business management because it's the best way to get rich. I totally understand that, but who cares! it's not the only way to make money! I can just marry someone who is rich. jk.

anywho, I've put so much thought into this and have decided to major in Literature! wooooo! then go to the FTTA! GOODDAY!

COLLEGE CONFERENCE THIS WEEKEND! YAY

too bad I won't see my bf :( he's leaving to Santa Barbara!! OMG WHAT AM I GOING TO DO!!!

jk. I'll survive :] i think.

yup it's been....idk how long. but i've been a little busy. work school & bf >.< but today feels like it's going to be a chill & relaxed day. at first I was annoyed that I had no plans & my bf was too busy for me, but now, after watching "new in town" with renee z something, I feel very energized! In the movie she's a very successful woman & goes out and gets what she wants! I wanna be like that. Sometimes I feel like i have nothing going for me since I don't have anything I'm passionate about, cept volleyball, which i haven't played in like 1 yr btw. But i was thinking, something I really am passionate about is the environment. I feel like it's an interesting topic, and would like to help with it. Might look into studying that or working for that. I am currently studying business management, which could help me with that, but I think I want to look into environmental...whatever. I don't even know what it's called! but anyways, I just wanted to write it down somewhere so I won't forget. I do that a lot...

So today, after watching the movie and watching the main character go for a run, I decided to do Zumba! i have the dvds and want to do it more often cuz I'm gaining weight! i've never been fat, and never want to be! I wanna eat healthier too! I"m actually very proud of myself cuz instead of having a mcdonald's eggmcmuffin I had cereal! & half a choc muffin >.< but just ignore that. anywho, now I'm watching the holiday (one of my fav movies) and gna shower soon. thinking about cooking something for lunch! and planning to watch "five" at 5pm, lol that's funny! anywho, I hope to write on this more often. feels good to just let things out!

goodday

afterall

watching the novela with the grandma and the mother :) today was an interesting day. Got a text in the morning from a special someone, or at least special to me, not sure if I'm special to him. we had a very interesting conversation, but stopped and now I miss him. too bad he doesn't miss me. anyways, this week is thanksgiving week! yay. cept for the fact us student workers don't get paid holidays, so we have to work extra to make the moneyy$$ -_- it's ok, I'll survive. I have to apply to the univesities before next tuesday, so I'm hoping to finish that before Thursday. I also need to write some papers for extra credit for 2 of my classes. Need all the extra credit I can get! lol ugh, hate school. I just want to finish ASAP so I can be freeee and get a full time job and make more money! wee. I got a new car hehe it's a Scion xd! changed it for the Toyota Celica, because we paid too much monthly and it was too tiny. I mean, it was an awesome car! the guy at the Honda Dealership asked why we sold it cuz they don't make em anymore, but my brother and I are huge! and it's tiny. My brother got a car too! Honda Civic SI, and I'm so happy for him. ok enough, I 'm going shopping with my mama cuz she wants some stuff :) have a good night.