yup it's been....idk how long. but i've been a little busy. work school & bf >.< but today feels like it's going to be a chill & relaxed day. at first I was annoyed that I had no plans & my bf was too busy for me, but now, after watching "new in town" with renee z something, I feel very energized! In the movie she's a very successful woman & goes out and gets what she wants! I wanna be like that. Sometimes I feel like i have nothing going for me since I don't have anything I'm passionate about, cept volleyball, which i haven't played in like 1 yr btw. But i was thinking, something I really am passionate about is the environment. I feel like it's an interesting topic, and would like to help with it. Might look into studying that or working for that. I am currently studying business management, which could help me with that, but I think I want to look into environmental...whatever. I don't even know what it's called! but anyways, I just wanted to write it down somewhere so I won't forget. I do that a lot...

So today, after watching the movie and watching the main character go for a run, I decided to do Zumba! i have the dvds and want to do it more often cuz I'm gaining weight! i've never been fat, and never want to be! I wanna eat healthier too! I"m actually very proud of myself cuz instead of having a mcdonald's eggmcmuffin I had cereal! & half a choc muffin >.< but just ignore that. anywho, now I'm watching the holiday (one of my fav movies) and gna shower soon. thinking about cooking something for lunch! and planning to watch "five" at 5pm, lol that's funny! anywho, I hope to write on this more often. feels good to just let things out!

goodday